Monday, October 8, 2012

Fresh Start

You can have a fresh start any day you choose. START.

For those from my generation this is for you, "Wonder twin powers activate, in form of... a FRESH START.   

Why do I need a fresh start? I do.
I am not complaining about my life. I am simply saying RESTART. JUMP START. LET'S START. Just Start.

Some people have mid-life crises. They are heartbreaking to watch. I'll pass on having one of those. Seriously. PASS. The first one I witnessed scarred me. It was my algebra teacher in High School. Mr. H had one. He divorced his wife of many years, bought a red sports car, and married a student in my school. She came into the classroom one day and asked Mr. H if he had done her homework. He hadn't. She threw a box of compasses at him, left our classroom and proceeded to get in a girl-fight right outside of the classroom. Classy to have to put your wife in detention.

I have seen more mid-life crisis' as of late in the form of affairs and divorce. Sadness. I don't want to be mixed up in any of that. My invisible shield is up. Keep all mid-life crisis crap away from this girl. I have survived and risen above way too much these past few years to be knocked back down by others' brokenness and baggage. We all have it...but GET THROUGH it; get your own FRESH START too. It's only fair.

This is what I want MY fresh start to look like: an unexpected new relationship with a man of character, who is funny, would enjoy some weekend get aways....and that is only the beginning of the story of my fresh start. BEGIN.




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